Monday, April 6, 2009

Feelings

Time flies fast, why am still feeling empty or am a loner all along? Mother told me since young, I sit quietly in a corner in class whereas, the others were interacting with one another. I don't like talking much, nothing in common to talk.

Many do not understand me and I don'd need their understanding. They thought taking mood medication is normal and that it will just go away. Talking to people who have no wisdom at all really irritates me a lot.

Whenever I felt that I've ate more on the particular day, I tend to exercise more on physiotherapy exercises and on my gym bike, almost an hr plus. Walking long hours at jurong point like 5 hours till I felt vision blurry or fainting.

I just like to be alone, solving my own problems. Likes to have freesdom and not being told to do this and that.