This afternoon, went for appt with my psychologist. This time session was short, he had one before & another after me.
Discussed about work & he told me now it is time for me to perform my capability & hardworking back in order to get the reputation back & oso earn promotion.
Yes, told him that no doubt I felt tired, stress about thw work, I will keep telling myself, I got to support my parents, my career & to prove to others that I can work like I was used to be.
Asked abt my r/s with mother & how was my dad. Psychologist told me at least am proactive in calling up the home's social worker about what my dad told me - eat not enough..etc.
Snr psychologist told me that he can see my mood is much better than the last time he saw me & oso 1st time he saw me. Asked me what lifted my mood, oh well, I've no idea. Could be my new counsellor & I started reading novel. Thou at times, my mood will have ups and downs & suicida thots.
I still binge even I try to take my lunch. Worst is that my weight is up up up!! I'm obese & ugly!! >_<
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