Do join in Mental Health Wellness Carnival World Mental Health Day in collaboration with Geylang Serai CCC 2nd Oct 2011.
http://www.silverribbonsingapore.com/images/events/20111002_mhwc.jpg
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Silver Ribbon Champion of Mental Health Award 2011 - Individual Category
This morn's call from SRS that I've won the Silver Ribbon Champion of Mental Health Award 2011 - Individual Category for my mommy!!
We will be attending the award ceremony on 2nd Oct at Paya Lebar Open Field next to SingPost at 8a.m.
This great news definitely brightens up my 'darkest mood' for the past month. Was informed there will be media coverage, omg! :p
Mommy, I LOVE U!
I knw I've been alienating my anger & frustration at you but am so sorry about it which is beyond my control. Mommy, u deserved this award being my caregiver too besides daddy.
We will be attending the award ceremony on 2nd Oct at Paya Lebar Open Field next to SingPost at 8a.m.
This great news definitely brightens up my 'darkest mood' for the past month. Was informed there will be media coverage, omg! :p
Mommy, I LOVE U!
I knw I've been alienating my anger & frustration at you but am so sorry about it which is beyond my control. Mommy, u deserved this award being my caregiver too besides daddy.
Friday, September 23, 2011
Went to see polyclinic dr ytd
When I cldnt tolerate the PMS pain & heavy menses like never before. Pads soaked less than half an hr with lotsa blood clots & ytd was the 4th day of period already! Was hvg diarrhea too.
Dr ordered thyroid test & was told to go back next wk for results. Am finger crossing as I've been feeling extremely sluggish, fatigue, lethargic & muscle aches & pains all over me.
Dr ordered thyroid test & was told to go back next wk for results. Am finger crossing as I've been feeling extremely sluggish, fatigue, lethargic & muscle aches & pains all over me.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Am so tired of life
After seeing Dr Lee on 16 Sep, went to ladies, hide inside the cubicle & cried my heart out. Am just so tired of life, felt like popping lotsa sleeping pills to sleep forever but does it really made me sleep forever?
I couldn't fell asleep with lorazepam, only with zopiclone that am able to fall asleep. Don't feel like my usual self...been extremely low mood for no reason. At nite, thinking of my mother's medical condition & myself, felt so bad for not able to provide for my family & that including my dad residing at Apex Harmony Lodge.
Felt so Lost, Hopeless & Useless. I don't feel like doing anything...except sleep & watch some TV programmes...thats all.
As one will notice, it's beena while since I last blogged online. I really don't feel like going online, dont surf or play facebook games that much. Nothing seems to interest me of late for >3 weeks. What happened to me? Am just "Alien"...wanna work or don't wanna work, am not for sure either.
I really feel extremely lethargic, pain in my shoulder blade, joints, spine, knees & ankkles...headaches & dizziness & sleepiness is all am feeling. Sometimes legs & hands numb numb... Can I numb my own emotions?
Don't ask me to recall back my art exhibition, don't ask me to go out...am afraid of crowds...I don't even feel like going to the LIFE gym this coming friday... Am just so afraid & scared. Physiotherapist advised me to get an earlier appointment to see orthopaedic but it's that I had to wait till 14 Nov...to get an earlier X-ray.
Nothing seems right...everything goes wrong Wrong WRONG!!
You will never feel what am going thru & without a job, had to seek for financial help... It's so degrading... Left with very little money, I don't know what to do. I couldn't support my parents & myself even. Am just WORTHLESS.
I couldn't fell asleep with lorazepam, only with zopiclone that am able to fall asleep. Don't feel like my usual self...been extremely low mood for no reason. At nite, thinking of my mother's medical condition & myself, felt so bad for not able to provide for my family & that including my dad residing at Apex Harmony Lodge.
Felt so Lost, Hopeless & Useless. I don't feel like doing anything...except sleep & watch some TV programmes...thats all.
As one will notice, it's beena while since I last blogged online. I really don't feel like going online, dont surf or play facebook games that much. Nothing seems to interest me of late for >3 weeks. What happened to me? Am just "Alien"...wanna work or don't wanna work, am not for sure either.
I really feel extremely lethargic, pain in my shoulder blade, joints, spine, knees & ankkles...headaches & dizziness & sleepiness is all am feeling. Sometimes legs & hands numb numb... Can I numb my own emotions?
Don't ask me to recall back my art exhibition, don't ask me to go out...am afraid of crowds...I don't even feel like going to the LIFE gym this coming friday... Am just so afraid & scared. Physiotherapist advised me to get an earlier appointment to see orthopaedic but it's that I had to wait till 14 Nov...to get an earlier X-ray.
Nothing seems right...everything goes wrong Wrong WRONG!!
You will never feel what am going thru & without a job, had to seek for financial help... It's so degrading... Left with very little money, I don't know what to do. I couldn't support my parents & myself even. Am just WORTHLESS.
Monday, September 19, 2011
Mood no gd, v v bad
Prefer death to sufferings like tat. Kena poked thrice on arm, like full punch into to puncturing me-tearing me apart when taking blood for full blood count. V v little blood & extremely slow blood flow. Almost wanna screamed out loud but I tried holding back...I cried, felt so faint & dizzy. Ended up resting at the lab's bed. Am just so USELESS!
When my fasting blood glucose is v gd at 4 & 7, nurse thot I did exercise or diet. Even keep asking me whether I got eat or not. Wanted to send me to A&E but I refuse even thou am in extreme pain. Don't hv blood for them to draw oredi...
When my fasting blood glucose is v gd at 4 & 7, nurse thot I did exercise or diet. Even keep asking me whether I got eat or not. Wanted to send me to A&E but I refuse even thou am in extreme pain. Don't hv blood for them to draw oredi...
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Mr Choo Siu Heng
I cld sense the 'fatherly' feeling when attended Mr Choo Siu Heng's funeral wake last nite & cant help tears running dwn my cheeks.
http://www.todayonline.com/Singapore/EDC110914-0000422/PM-Lee-sends-condolences-to-PAP-stalwarts-family
http://www.todayonline.com/Singapore/EDC110914-0000422/PM-Lee-sends-condolences-to-PAP-stalwarts-family
Saturday, September 3, 2011
Another disappointment!!
Despite knee & ankles excruciating pain, I still made my way to pre-arranged appt but then he's not even in. Not even basic courtesy to gimme a call/ sms or info colleagues to ctc me! What a waste of $$ on travelling expeses & time, I cld hv stay at hme dng more artworks & rest at home as am extremely lethargic. I even brought all my certificates with me.
His actions really made me very frustrated, angry & disappointed. Counter staff whom called him relayed his message, asking me to go home 1st & wait for his call week after next.
He called me up on Sat 20 Aug to arrange for meet up. Initially he suggested on 26 Aug but I told him I had Podiatry & ENT appt, with that I'm not sure how long I have to wait at ENT for my turn, as one has to wait quite long if missed his/ her turn. I waited till 1pm plus for my turn thou my appt is 11.30a.m
He told me that he'll booked our appt time at 12noon on 2 sep since I've appt at Rehab Podiatry at 10.10a.m & kept repeating to goto his dept the earlier the better. I got a call the day before my Rehab Podiatry that the podiatrist is on MC & my appt will be rescheduled to 5 Sep.
His actions really made me very frustrated, angry & disappointed. Counter staff whom called him relayed his message, asking me to go home 1st & wait for his call week after next.
He called me up on Sat 20 Aug to arrange for meet up. Initially he suggested on 26 Aug but I told him I had Podiatry & ENT appt, with that I'm not sure how long I have to wait at ENT for my turn, as one has to wait quite long if missed his/ her turn. I waited till 1pm plus for my turn thou my appt is 11.30a.m
He told me that he'll booked our appt time at 12noon on 2 sep since I've appt at Rehab Podiatry at 10.10a.m & kept repeating to goto his dept the earlier the better. I got a call the day before my Rehab Podiatry that the podiatrist is on MC & my appt will be rescheduled to 5 Sep.
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