With MSW Florence, didn't expect myself to cry out uncontrollably & that she was worried & gave Dr Lee HY a call but got it her schedule is fully booked tdy. Florence wanted me to go A&E to see another pdoc immediately but I refused to go. Later ward me again, HR wont be happy abt it. Coz of recent happenings. I was very hungry, feeling v dizzy & shaky coz I didnt had anything & rush to SGH. Florence offered me some CNY cookies but I had one..I've no appetite.
Last night, was so suicidal & unable to fall asleep. I had rum before bedtime & didnt had med. I bite myself hard on my arms & poked myself. Cried a lot! Eyes damn puffy.
Went to sit at a corner of LIFE gym to have my puff & diabetes milk to keep me "sane"...the auntie staff counter purposely walked to have a drink to have a look at me! I wanted to get the book ED which is on sale & that auntie whom I dun like, asked me whether am ED patient & seeing which doctor. Asked me to wait..pengz, 1.2 hr oredi leh...then OT Florence Chiang came in & waved to me..Surprised to see her but she saw me asking if am not feeling well. She told me she saw the note I left her & see me arnd.
Later, saw Sarah & her mother, yes prev ward 46A!! Glad to see her & she's residing at orchard area & came back for treatment.
Approached the other counter staff & she finally got me the book.
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