U saw my med report & u shld knw I've diff concentrating. I went to ladies at lvl 3 & cried my heart out. I rmb what Dr Lee told me, hence, I switched on my hp again, call central appt to see if there's a slot to see Dr Lee on thurs morn. I was very lucky, it was 10.10 a.m.
I went there quite early, heard nurses calling for Dr Lee, whether she's on leave or not & there's a lot of patients waiting for her. Aiyo...coz got uncle & auntie asking nurses whether Dr Lee coming or not. They shld knw ma, morn got ward rounds ya.
Waited till arnd 11a.m. for my no to be flashed. Told Dr Lee about what happened, my mood & my wish for psychodynamic therapy but Dr Lee mentioned that right now with CBT, am still unable to cope, what if that one causes me to be more depressed. Hmm..guess Dr Lee & Kevin got their reason to have me remain on CBT. Anyway, Dr Lee told me she will discuss with Kevin & if that's the case, Kevin won't be my psychologist. Argh...I dun wanna change, I like Kevin to be my psychologist. He's very nice, caring. Thou at prev session, I do feel v tired out by keep asking me to think. hehe :p
Dr Lee prescribed me Zoloft & Lorazepam at low dosages to see how it goes coz she dunno what the hell it will cause me...haha hilarious session with Dr Lee & I enjoyed. I brought up to her abt the weird dream, then she said, is it nightmare or not? lol... The dream of me comitted suicide at her psy ward & she came asking staff to search for potential suicidal tools. Wah! !st time, see Dr Lee laughing heartily leh, I like. :o)
I made something special for Dr Lee, a heart shaped with her name initial & made Dr Lee happy & I felt happy too. Dr Lee mentioned that I should hang arnd with ppl arnd my age. hehe...aiya, must hv same frequency. Then Dr Lee see me in 3 wks time in mar.
Happy Lunar New Year & Happy Valentine's Day 2010.
Cheers.
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