Work

afternoon, snr mgr met me on competency & from the way she said it, it's like new DD giving pressure. Asked if can take more task & even cover my new collegue's executive role while she's away for maternity leave. What else can I say except, Yes, can.

If not, that means I dun fit into my job n dun meet even the basic competency, will be arrange to work at other dept. Kept bringing up on appraisal..
 
Asked if still gg for physio, my reply was, how to. When taking leave to go for physio, wasted, lagi not enough for my med appts. As the chinese saying goes - forcing tiger to jump over the wall.
 
Chasing on the backlog to have dateline with mgr n then said she understand that I helped out on new project rm application individually aint easy task, v time consuming. Sighz..
 
Kept on asking so now stress on financial but u guys din help at all, still ask for what. Tell me dun think am sick but I didn't. The pain juz like a bed of needles piercing thru my body. They just dun understand depression. She wanted to go for the depression workshop but was held up at a meeting. Snr mgr then mentioned, am not the only one with problem, she also has...fibroglymia.
 
I told her my indian colleague snr asst told her Sir - exec she's stress. I told her go see psychiatrist. Then snr mgr say I can be a psychiatrist.