I came across this online blog abt staying in hospital & it relates to how I felt exactly the same whenever I was warded in SGH.
http://blogs.psychcentral.com/bipolar-mom/2011/05/my-fall-my-hospital-stay/
"From the moment I got up to the floor with the “crazy people” I felt violated. I felt emotionally and mentally raped. I felt beaten and tormented. I felt abandoned."
"It then became my mission to act as sane as possible to get the hell out of there. I was NOT crazy, and did NOT belong in there with all those crazy people. I was just depressed! Well, looking back, that is exactly where I should have been. With my peers, not with “crazy” people."
"I took my medicine as I was supposed to, and slowly got better. I stopped crying and went through the motions of group therapy and personal therapy as I needed to, to get out. It was my priority to go home. I had no idea how bad I was, but I was doing pretty bad.
After I finally went home, the hospital had the same diagnoses of major depressive disorder."
No matter what, not in my life, will I wanna be referred to IMH!
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