Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Depressed but now feeling better

After dinner, mother mentioned to me that one of the china auntie whom she got to knw at taman jurong green whie exercising would like to meet me. Puzzled, asked why? Mother told me that auntie said that am big gal, shouldn't follow mummy everywhere. Should go venture on my own.

Anger was my very 1st reaction! Hey! Not that I wanted to follow u, it's u urself worried so much & being over protective that u wanna follow me everywhere! When I wanted to go disco so much to meet up my frens, u would agree initially but on the very day, u will find some excuses to prevent me from going out at all. Even if just makan or shopping, kept asking whom u gg out with & what time be back...dun stress me like that, mother!!

I went for shower & cried. Locked myself inside the room. Mother knocked on the door & I unlocked & she told me thought I wanted to go over MPS to look for R. I did went over, at least, I din regret gg over. Mother din follow, guess she's damn angry too.

Pulled fishbones to R & felt so much better. Dr Joshua, Mr Goh saw me...aiyo..Dr Joshua knew I wanted to see Mrs Tharman. Yes, passed her the article I wrote in to SHAPE which won me the POLAR sports watch.

Know what, I felt like running away from home, really...and maybe for good, who knows. If mother frowns for no apparrent reason or kept on making frustration noises, it really IRRITATES me a lot!!

Am very stressed up with finances & the rest...dun stress me up for small matters.

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