Frustrations

Wed's late afternoon, I couldn't tolerate the extreme sharp abdominal pain on the upper left, asked for permission to see GP. Mgr asked me what happened? Told him of the pain and he said: "Ok." Reading GP's clinic around 4.50 pm plus and I waited few more patients before it's my turn. Doctor told me to lie down and she pressed to see if any pain and was told I had severe gastroentitis but need not have injection.

Msg-ed Jason who is my taxi driver that I won't be reporting for work the next day, on medical leave.

I woke up late in the morning on thurs, took my hp and saw missed Jason's 8 calls. Thought something very important, called Jason back, to find that his younger son had chicken pox! Asked if my mother remember what to eat and what not to. Advised him to bring his son to see Dr Sarani who will be at Jurong's clinic but he replied saying: "No need, as he brought his son to nearby private clinic." Up to him, whatever he deem fit.

I was very sleepy at 5.30 pm, went to bed and woke up at 8.45 pm thou I'veset alarm for 7.30 pm. Woke up feeling unwell. Had simple dinner and tucked in bed almost 1 a.m I couldn't fall asleep at all even when soft music was played. Hard to get up this morning.

From our kitchen's window, mother saw Jason's taxi downstairs and time wa 7.20 am! Right after mother notified me, received Jason's sms asking whether am ready, I replied: "Coming." 7.40 am reaching his cab, I apologised as I've overslept. Wonder if he made up the story or whatever, saying: "Just now got one auntie approached him, saying his car engine disturbed her sleep. Wanna complain." So he switched his engine off and said he's very angry. I asked him which auntie and whether she's from the 2nd storey. He said he had no idea, afraid complain then dunno how to earn living.

During journey to work, he mentioned about the call centre of prime, being suspended due to call from customers and then taxi drivers went to destination to discover customers not there and wasted time waiting and trhat waiting 10 mins could delay them from fetching other customers and their living. I was boiling deep down, you wana come much earlier, that's your own business and I didn't let you wait for me for so long like his other customers as to >30 mins!

He even cited that whenever he called, as if I purposely dun want to take his call. Come on manz! I was on medical leave yesterday, when I woke up realised 8 missed calls, I also called back, thought something very important! I don't work on weekends, my hp always on silent mode whenever am sleeping, when I've woke up, sure to ON my hp with ringtone. How to expect me to take your call on weekends when I've haven't wake up and hp on silent mode. Last time, you told my mother you don't wake up this early and no customers then now blame me. Don't give me this kinda shit excuses! You want just tell me wanna drive or not! YES or NO, simple as that!

Checking on office emails, saw mgr's email to snr mgr and team that I requested for earlier release to see doctor and another email saying I've sms-ed on 1 day mc due to severe gastric. Come on! Mgr leh, need to email snr mgr, in that case, if you're undecidable, I shall go to snr mgr better for me.

Am boiling, very frustrated, very angry. Like volcano erupting! Listening to symphony whenever am feeling these.